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tuesday night obsession club
Aug. 27th, 2003 02:18 amThe tally of my accomplishments of the day is too pathetically low to document here, and so I'm just going to say that I did two annoying things I've been putting off far too long, and made inroads on a third, and ignored all the rest. In contrast, the tally of oreos I consumed today is too alarmingly high to document here, but I will note that I left another soul-crushingly embarrassing voicemail for someone that made me want to die, or at least take a brief vacation from being myself. It would just be nice to take up residence in someone who was calm, cool, and collected just for a weekend, you know? Not even a long weekend! Just a day or two of being the type of person who doesn't end messages with "....okay...thanks....bye! And I did mention this was Jessica _______?"
Also, I really believe that that inertia thing they've been going on about in physics circles for centuries? Is so totally true. I have become the embodiment of an object at rest staying at rest (and hating itself for it), and that has to change but. Well. It's so HARD. Bear in mind I hate myself for saying this because I am aware that there are many people in the world (and many people on my friends list) with problems far greater than mine and so I should probably just shut up, but hey, it's my LJ, and that's my new LJ motto. Hey It's My LJ. Or maybe Me Undiluted. Something catchy.
So tomorrow I am going to Do Things, more than I did today. Including (but not limited to) taking my grandfather shopping, cleaning my messy-ass room, and looking into employment. And that volunteering thing. And FIGURING OUT PARKING AT THE UNIVERSITY. This was the number one thing I was supposed to do today and nope! Didn't do it! Because I suck. Didn't do that, didn't really figure out the health insurance thing either. But I did do other stuff. I'm being so cryptic about things that don't warrant crypticness, but as we established earlier, Hey It's My LJ. And so unwarranted, random crypticness exists.
I told Anna today that it's not good for me to have so little to do because I end up spending way too much time obsessing over things that either don't warrant obsessing, or that only lead me to boring malaise post-obsessing. This LJ entry is turning into a pretty good demonstration of that fact.
But let's talk about something I'm obsessing over that does not lead me to boring malaise, but to annoying gleefulness: ( the oc )
And my other Tuesday night treat: ( MI 5 )
I'm convinced the TV God(esse)s are trying to drive me mad by putting the two first-run TV shows I'm seriously into right now on at the EXACT SAME TIME. Mad, I tell you! Mad!
Also, I really believe that that inertia thing they've been going on about in physics circles for centuries? Is so totally true. I have become the embodiment of an object at rest staying at rest (and hating itself for it), and that has to change but. Well. It's so HARD. Bear in mind I hate myself for saying this because I am aware that there are many people in the world (and many people on my friends list) with problems far greater than mine and so I should probably just shut up, but hey, it's my LJ, and that's my new LJ motto. Hey It's My LJ. Or maybe Me Undiluted. Something catchy.
So tomorrow I am going to Do Things, more than I did today. Including (but not limited to) taking my grandfather shopping, cleaning my messy-ass room, and looking into employment. And that volunteering thing. And FIGURING OUT PARKING AT THE UNIVERSITY. This was the number one thing I was supposed to do today and nope! Didn't do it! Because I suck. Didn't do that, didn't really figure out the health insurance thing either. But I did do other stuff. I'm being so cryptic about things that don't warrant crypticness, but as we established earlier, Hey It's My LJ. And so unwarranted, random crypticness exists.
I told Anna today that it's not good for me to have so little to do because I end up spending way too much time obsessing over things that either don't warrant obsessing, or that only lead me to boring malaise post-obsessing. This LJ entry is turning into a pretty good demonstration of that fact.
But let's talk about something I'm obsessing over that does not lead me to boring malaise, but to annoying gleefulness: ( the oc )
And my other Tuesday night treat: ( MI 5 )
I'm convinced the TV God(esse)s are trying to drive me mad by putting the two first-run TV shows I'm seriously into right now on at the EXACT SAME TIME. Mad, I tell you! Mad!
