you can always be a writer. it's a nice job. special. i mean, you can't say "no matter what you do, you can always be a cardiothoracic surgeon," because yknow, if we ALL knew how to do that, then.... then.... wow, that'd be pretty weird.

LOL! And, also, very true. I know, I really should just chill and pick an actuall profession with a skill and decent wages -- I think part of me still can't let go of the idea that someday someone will pay me just to exist. Ah, the dream!